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Friday, December 09, 2005

Hai gengz!! Dah lamer benar aku tk update blog aku... Haiz..so2 sorry eh..i'm a bz woman now. Kekeke...keje airport.. It has been a great time werking as an WSSO. Eventhough kena tempoh pelbagai rintangan frm passengers but its still a fun job. Ni pon aku kt airport tgh tunggu flight aku. Com kt ruma dah la rosak! Eee..bingit aku..

Well...dats abt werk. Now abt my life... i'm single. Eventough dere's lotsa guyz in the airport but i'm nt interested. As a fren, Yes! But as a bf, NO! As 4 my relationship wif awi now..hmm..its kinda complicated. I'm jz speechless 2 talk abt him. Its nt dat i'm nt interested but its jz unxplainable.

Hmm..i really miss my fwens!! The semamat fwens! :) Mon n Hanif,NS.. Aisya n Nur skool. Me n Dayah werking but we still met each other. Insya Allah we all will have an outing sumday.Right guyz? Kla, gtg 4 my flight. I'll keept myself update wen i'm free. Chaoz! *MuacksSS!*

lost without you;
5:56 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Life is miserable at times... :( I miss u... There's no1 in my heart xcept u. Love u alot sayang! *Muuuaaah*

Finding job.Its not dat i'm fussy but i wanna find a job yg memberi faedah pd diri. Not like salesgirl or serving ppl coz i think it won't go that far.In a sense..takkan nak stick keje gitu sampai tua kan? Well...mayb at a Discovery channel wif my mum's fren. But still pending n not sure.Hmm..gaji bole tahan. $1200.Werking office hr..frm 9-6. Ok wat rite? But...hmm..pending...

While looking 4 a perfect job, i've joined the Diploma class but it started Sept or Oct.I can't remember la. :P Can't wait 2 study.

My cuzzen, Norizwati will b joining Anugerah dis year. AGAIN! But gd 4 her as she got the talent. Dgr2 she's making an album but tgh carik sponser.Insya Allah...kalau ada rezeki, bole la kau buat album.

Supposely there's a shooting 2day but was cancelled due 2 sum circumstances. Haha..not school 1 ok but Project Pilot.Doing 1min drama.Hopefully u guyz out there will support me by voting my werk la k.Once the date due is closed,quickly vote tau! :)

lost without you;
11:53 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Harlu memberz! i'm back frm my wacky holiday. Boy its fun & damn happening there at Genting Highland. Of course la its packo coz i went during the last wk of holiday mah. Its really2 cold there...specially at nite. Its -8 degrees dok! Even i myself can't believe wif my own eyes. Kalau in the morning, its 18 degrees. I was shivering like hell but sharks! its like heaven! :)

Hmm...3 days 2 nites.Wat can i say....its kinda relax & not in a rushing manner 4 us coz we had planned out earlier on.Basically we get 2 played both indoor & outdoor games. But not the xtreme ones coz i dun get the change 2. Mainly its the kids. So basically i got 2 look aft safina since she's kinda close 2 me.While my aunt looked aft her 3 little kids. My dad, mum & grandma juz b sum1 xtra 2 keep an eye on them. :P Oh i 4got...i went there by coach whereby its seats were massage chairs. Aduh...best siak!!! Bus 1st class dok..kalau tak best pon tak tau nak ckp ape. Haha!! Well..nuthing much 2 say abt Genting.

Got 2 find out dat my SAYANG didn't get the opportunity 2 book out frm camp. Dis is so coz he had a 1wk & 3days training. Haiz..so long nvr see him. Miss him berry much. I only get 2 c him either on 6th or 7th July. Hmm...break record sey..nvr see each other 4 2wks & 3days. :( Its ok..patients it all we need. Pics r up.Taking care peepz!!

lost without you;
12:56 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

Boy..he's damn shocked man wen he turned ard & saw me. I planned a surprised on Sunday evening aft i went 2 2 wedding ceremonys.Left my homies at 5:45pm & quickly took a bus 2 AMK.My family wanna go 2 Tamp Mall 4 a foot reflexology.I'm kinda lazy 2 b a stupid fool 2 wait there & oberve them message my parents leg mah.So i planned 2 surprise my SAYANG & juz jelma myself there lor. While i'm in the bus, i was wondering whether i shld msg-ed him or not juz in case he's not at home or wat. But fikir2 balik....tak payah sua. Takot nanti plan tak menjadi pulak. So...reached there ard 6:30pm.I got the feeling dat he's sumwhere downstairs.Either he's at those shops or lepak-ed under his void deck. But i dun give a damn. Juz hoping dat my surprise plan works. As i knew, no1 was at his house coz his family went 2 East Coast dat morning 4 his sis working collegues barbecue pit.

While in the lif, i'm still thinking twice whether 2 msg him or not. In the end,i msg-ed him........

Sayang...tgh buat ape? Kat mane?
Kat bwh. Dah nak naik lik. Tadi gi kedai jap beli brg. Y?
Ooo...i ada kat depan rumah u ni skrg.
Byknye dpn umah.
Ya Allah..betol..i kat depan rumah u.
Hmm..Yelah2..i pon kat dpn umah u.
Ya Allah..Sumpah i kat depan rumah u ni skrg.

I guess he muz b thinking dat i'm joking. So i'm juz waiting 4 the right moment 2 give him a surprise. I hide behind a pillar juz beside the 7th Storey lif. *Ding* And i heard the lif of the door opened. Soft footsteps was heard. I took a peep & there he was! He seems like he was searching 4 me at the front door of his home since it was a corner house. I whistle a soft tune. And wen he turned ard, he gave me a 'OH MY GOD! it was really u!' look. :P His eyes was wide opened & was shocked 2 see me appeared.

Actualy,we met the day b4 2day.Since it was Sunday, i tot i dun have the chance 2 meet him since i got 2 wedding ceremony 2 attend. Well, usually my Sunday is a family day & i dun get 2 spent my time wif him. But 2DAY....i'm so happy dat my plan works & i manage 2 surprise & spent the day wif him since dis Fri-Sun i'll b going 2 Genting wif my family. So sad can't meet him dis week. I try my best k sayang if i manage 2 reach s'pore early.

And last but not least, its 1:49am now.HAPPY 39th BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!! I LURP U BERRY MUCH. U r the best understanding mother & u r always there 2 help me in watever i do.(Wenever i need ur help la. :) ) I'm so greatful 2 have a mother lke u. U r 1 of an open-minded mother 2 talk 2 me abt anything. Relationships, studies, life & sum personal matters.Wen comes 2 shopping, I really LOIKE u coz...ehem2..ape nak mesti dapat. Hehe.. :D But i dun ask 4 an unreasonable 1 la geng. I ask 4 sumthing i need.Like clothes since i nvr update my wardrobe & hmm...sum things dat i dun really need oso she buy 4 me. :) Haiz...i love u mother! Semoga Allah panjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki ibu. May our family stay happy always wif a greatful person,strong woman & loving mother like u.Amin.

2 my SAYANG.......mish u dearie choco latte, chocolate & strawberry, oreo ice blended, caramel frappe,ayam masak lemak cili padi, ikan pari masak asam pedas & sweet honey sayang Muhd Karnawi. Hehehe... :) Dis wkend i takde kat s'pore jgn gatai2 & noty2 k. *wink* Love u!

lost without you;
1:49 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Wakey wakey..breakfast not ready,
Pagi2 kecoh sekali,
Makcik aku bwk 3 baby,
Hai..ape da jadi hari ni?

Bangun at 9+am! Y? B'coz of those 3 baby dinosaurs bikin kecoh inside my room lar.Haiz...wish i could sleep soundly till 11. Hehe.. I was on my bed wen the youngest dinosaur start 2 climb up my bed & u know wat she did? She open my eyes, touch my nose & picit2 my lips. Boy dat was 1 hell of a wake up service. Haha! In the end, i wake up oso lor. Wat 2 do...

Watch Madagascar AGAIN! I guess i've watched it abt 30 times.Ape tak... dudok kat rumah dgn Safina je.1 hari tgk dlm 2-3 kali.But still.......i enjoy watching it. :) B4 i left the house 2 mit my SAYANG, i became a so called babysitter.Ppl say i know how 2 layan kids/children.Well actually, i do.They r so cute & chicky sumtymes.I loike. :D Wen they start 2 cry je, hah..part 2 malas aku nak layan. Bukan ape...malas nak pujuk. Kalau yg manja2 tu ok ar. Tapi kalau yg degil 2 masya Allah...... terima kasih aje la jawap dier.K la, back 2 my story....

Left my homies at 1:40pm & went straight 2 AMK. My SAYANG & me decided 2 play pool.We have not tried playing pool at AMK Central b4 so we decided 2 play there 4 our 1st time.And guess wat..its very cheap. 4 me lar.Coz usually i play at Lucky Plaza or Tamp its kinda xpensive.At AMK, its $5 per hour for 8 feet & $6 per hour for 9 feet.Its a fixed price whereby there's no changing of price aft a certain period of time.Aft dat, we headed 2 S11 & had our late lunch.He had fish & chip whereby i had half spring chicken wif rice. I'm so damn full siak but end up finishing it. :P Rezeki dok..org belanja. *wink*

Bought a magazine...magazine lamer giler nye. Memang giler pon..hehe.. Majalah Giler-Giler la... :P Kekek siak..we both r like sum bozos laughing at the coffeeshop.But whos cares? Can't stop us mah.Aft all the kekek-ness,we waited & waited 4 the time....Ingatkan plan tak menjadi tapi jadi jugak eh sayang. Haha...But we started kinda late jugak.Surprisingly it ends smoothly. As 4 u readers...ader la citer aku di sebalik buku2 di library. Hehe... Reached home ard 9+/10pm. He went straight 2 rumah nenek sarah 4 the kenduri while i go back myself. Its not dat far frm my place 2 his nenek's place. So i dun mind going back myself. U need not say sorry arait dear.

Baru je sampai rumah, dah kena klua rumah balik. Kena halau? No lar.... Go & have my dinner wif my whole family at Pasir Ris Central. Dis time i dun 1 2 eat western food but i dono wat 2 order. :P At last....... Lamb chop. :S Sheesh..... boring rite. Ape leh buat..janji perot kenyang bole buat sampai tdo ok ar kan? :) Now waiting 4 my sayang 2 kol me.Dier ckp kul 1am.Aku da type ni sampai 1:04am pon tak kol2. Tgk wrestling ke tgk ape...?!? Hmm... o_O ... Hehe..nah..i dun buruk sangka abt him dat easy.Aku pon sibuk dgn blog aku ni. DAMN! 2moro got org kahwin! Shit! Ni yg aku malas ni... :( 2 pulak tu. Nvm sha2..think of the food. Coz food always satisfy me. :D Hehehe... Ok..my SAYANG called me olaydi. ChaoOZ peeps!! Nitey Morning!! :D

lost without you;
12:22 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005

So boring liao....my com got virus. I think the virus is known as SPYWARE. So u guyz out there better watch out those pop-up virus. Even though u got a pop-up blocker, it doesn't werk 2. Y am i so confident abt dat...?? coz it happened 2 me. I had a pop-up blocker but stil dat stupid virus can b installed in my com. Nb cb! Now i can't open my internet unless i reboot my com. & once u r on the net & it got stuck, u got 2 reboot it AGAIN.Kiwek...leceh siak..... watever shit gonna happen, i'm gonna fix it asap.

The next nb cb thing is dat.. wenever i try 2 log in 2 my blog 2 add my new post, it came out in CHINESE instead of english! Argh!! i'll go bezerk!!!! And now u now y i can update my blog? B'coz i'm using my mum's laptop. Wahahaha....lucky me. :)

Hmm..went 2 Wati's place ard 12:30pm 2 borrow her hair curler. So long nvr see my hair curl so tangan dah start gatal. Wat 2 do.... :P Reach home ard 2:30 coz stuck in the rain. Going 2 Yana's place 4 her b'day party aft maghrib.Can't wait 2 eat! Hehehe..org can't wait 2 celebrate, aku can't wait 2 eat. Haha..mcm sial. :D

Mish my SAYANG.... :( Take care wherever u r ok. Watever posting u get, dun b disappointed. Bersyukur je k. If u have any problem, i'm always here 2 listen & guide u.Insya Alah... Love & miss u always! *MuuuaaacksS*

As 4 u peepz out there.. haiz...miss the semamatz gang. Korang takde outing2 ke? Aku ni dah lamer tak dgr krg nye kecohrable moments. Hahaks! Mish dat alot. K la...2 my semamatz gang... take care wherever u r & may God belasah u. Hehe... & as 4 the rest..... May the force b with u. Wahahahaha.....*MuuuaaacksS* chAOozZ!!

lost without you;
4:04 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

SuRpRiSe!!!! WaH LiAo...So LoNg nVr C uR fAcE rEaDiNg mY bLoG! Hehehe... Yup...Got a new blogskin.Kinda simple & sumore got LOADS of FREE songs. Gerek dok! But sorry 2 say dat if u wanna listen 2 the songs, it took a while 4 it 2 play k. 1stly 2 my adik (Dolie)...Happy advance 1hr & 44min Birthday adik!!!!! Hmm...i'll c wat i can get 4 u k. Wish u stay happy wif ur BINI (which ever la..no1 ke no2 ke..hehe) & enjoy urself 2moro. May u have a brighter future ahead.Amin. :)

Hmm...so... Lu ape citer? Dah lamer gua tak dgr khabar dari lu. Ooo..Xsyen eh..mentang2 dah tak skola, tau baca blog org je. Bukan nak call ke sms tanya khabar! :D Nah..juz kidding. As usual..i'm back aft so long lesap like asap.Haha..juz trying 2 enjoy my days at home. Nvr werk, nvr do anything. Juz relek & do wat i feel like doing. BORING rite?!? If i werk, who's gonna look aft safina? If i don't werk, money still come in but very boring. :( Haiz.... dunno la... juz wait 4 my result den can think abt it ltr. :)

Due 2 sum circumstances,I'm single. :( Well..its a looooong stowie. I oso don't 1 2 talk abt it. :P So i juz wanna enjoy myself...be wat i wanna be.(But not wild) :P Mit my frens, go out wif anybody i 1 since i know my limits of time, place & type of frens. I guess being single is not bad aft all. Bila dah tiba waktu untuk aku ada matair, mungkin aku carik, mungkin aku tidak. Hmm... enta la..hati aku ni hanya ada nama seseorang yg susah untuk aku luputkan.Biar aku & Allah saje yg tau. Dan biarlah semua ni Allah yg menentukan.

Enuf of jiwer2 la shasha!!!!! Sejak biler kau jadi minah jiwang ni? hehehe... YEEEAaahhh!!!!!! i'm going 4 holiday!!! 24th June. Going 2 Genting Highland wif my family. But kinda boring though. I mean takde teman remaja ke bdk2 yg interested in playing indoor & outdoor games. :( Takkan aku nak ajak Safina main roller coaster & space shot kan..?!? Duh!!! :P haha..i can imagine siak if safina take the space shot. Confirm bila dah shoot upwards, dia teros melayang & hilang. Hahahaha!!!!! Hai..... wat a merepek imagination.

Biler ni nak dpt result...??? Aku dah ghairah ni. :P Haha..& 2 Daya, stay cool & funky always. Kita serupa....kita serupa... hehe...single mingle la katakan.I'm not happy being single.Well, u guyz shuld know who i loved most. :( But i'm juz happy 4 wat we r coz both of us feel better dis way. In a sense.....less quarrel. Ala..kalau jodoh tak ke mane pe. Besok is my aniversary wif him. But not anymore. :( K la... C u peepz the next time i c u.Taking care.ChaozZ!!!

lost without you;
10:16 PM